Idah Baybeh(; says:
I was are sitting infront of the woman of that came into my dream evrynight, looking into her steamy eyes i admire most.
My heart was pounding. There's a lump in my throat. I want nothing more than to reach over and kiss you right.
But i was afraid.
I was afraid that i might make your move too soon. That the idea of making things "awkward" is just too scary for me to even think about.
So you i do NOTHING.
There's always next time i thought to myslef. I don't want to rush this.
The next time comes along, and this time. I still feel nervous and awkward. You want to get things moving, but you still don't want to blow it.
Again, let the moment pass. I think that next time, you'll be able to make it work.
But then, the next time we get together, and i was about to make my move, the same thing will happen again...
*was

We'll get out of the awkwardness soon.