My Baby You (Cinte)

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
and the purest one I'll one
No you'll never be alone

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile?
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

I will soothe you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all

You are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
My baby you
There's no more just getting by
Cause you're the reason
I feel so alive
(insert your name), I feel so alive.


I don't know whose name to put.

Tercinte.

It'll be three months if we were still together.
And why, do I always think of you even after I've said I'm over you.
Sigh.

You know something? You're missed.

Everytime I hear your voice, it made me smile and I feel stars are twinkling on me.
Everytime I hear you laugh, I feel on top of the world cause I made you smile.
Everytime you're near, I feel my heart is popping out.
Everytime you're a distant, I asked myself if you missed me like I do.
I feel like I miss you so much even after just meeting up.
Everytime I think of you, my heart will drop.

Why? Because it shows how much I love you.
See Cinte, you keep on saying you feel insecure when we were together. But you don't see what lies in the bottom of my heart. You don't see how much you mean to me than other girls I've been dating and fooling around with. You see the mistakes that I did. You see everything else except for my love. If you could just give me some time and space. If only I was someone important in your life. If only you could say no to your friends to meet me. If only you could understand what it feels like when you;re not there when I needed you most. When you ditch me on my birthday but that was because of work, which I don't really bother. If only, you can go out with me at some point of the time in a week. If only you knew how to give time between friends and your partner.

If only you understand how it feels.

Thou art to me a delicious torment.

Sorry baby I did not visit you. I couldn't wake up. My eyelids were really heavy. :/ I'm sorry. I'll see you tomorrow at home okay love? (Y) Alah, aku tak visit kau pon mane kao nak rindu aku ;( lols. LINE JE RINDU AKU. Tsk!

Alright, so I already ate. Yet to bath. Chatting with Earthworm(Y) Saw Jibu online, and she replied me a dot. ==' Can you be nicer? Tsk.

Ex ter-cinte, thought of you.

Goodbye may come as a shock
Eventhough I loved you alot.
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you got to break down and breath.
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart.
And it equals to A Promise in the Dark
So don't promise me.
And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals to A Promise in the Dark
So don't promise me.

"Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile"

[me PLUS you]

YOU SAID, THE WAY I BRING MYSELF SHOWS THAT I'M HAPPY AND ENJOYING MYSELF. WHY WOULD I WANT TO TELL THE WORLD I'M CRUSHED? HUH? NOBODY KNOWS I'M THESE WEAK AT LOVE KAY.

EARTHWORM, HELP ME. :(

Spiked.

Noor Seha is my ex-classmate in Primary One to Primary Two!
I'm sick, and it's all because of you. Spent three straight days with you, and you spiked my maggie noodle. How can you be so mean towards me? No wonder lah my maggie so pedas until I fell ill. Jahat sia kao(!) Two days in a row kau spiked maggie aku. Without my knowledge. Until I choked then you tell me. F/ck youuuuu ex-classmate.

I'm sick sick sick. Bad bad throat, bad flu, stupid fever. BUT, I still wake up to go to work. Sigh, initially, I took time-off cause I cannot take the pain. I cried while clearing the public. Embarassing sial! I CRIED KAY. Urgh. Thanks to my friend for riding me home. Appreciate it loads.

I miss Zakia Abd. Rahim(!)
I really miss you so bad. Really bad. When can we meet? When are you free to meet me? Why am I missing you so badly? WHY. Why must I always think of you? Urgh, this feeling sucks. I hate this feeling. Why must karma come now? Why must karma come round to me when I fell for you so hard till it gets so hard to get me back on my feet? Urgh, irritating sial!

Lastly, I miss Ida Dherose too. See, you're in my blog. ;) And I miss Nur Aryni too!

I saw a REAL shooting star when I'm with you

Replay.

Song stuck in my head. I was late for work, Dad ride me to Jurong East, (sekali cepat seh sampai) Today's day at work, I was quite hyper in the beginning. I was at Arrival Car Zone. Stamping and scanning passports the whole day. How tiring can my hand be? (sigh) Around noon, I felt so (damn) lethargic, my sleeping time. (snigger) Wife and me not having the same break. She had the same break as Scandal. Boring (ke what!) Hm, tututu .. End of day already. Wife waited for me while the rest already went down to our transport. Then me and wife laughed alot. I asked her to hurry up, then when she want to board the bus, she slipped, I laughed my arse off(!) Heh, funny or what? I did not even help her get up, only helped her carry her bag. Tsk tsk, bad husband eh? Haha. Joke of the day man. Hehe. Sorry I posted it on my blog entry. Just got to remember today. Hehee.


Alright, currently, chatting with Maaarrrrdhiah, and Rian Ferrer. Chatted with Ida Dherose just now. But both seem busy, so stopped chatting just like that. Haha.

The first convo was like,

M: I miss you
M: okdah!
W: I miss you too!
W: okay bye!

What the hell Mar, that was sweet though. I miss you too! Like seriously. (smiles) Sex at 5am? (winks)

Ex-tercinte called me tadi! Heeeee (big big big smile) We're like talking crap, as usual. (tak habes habes talk crap lah dengan kao) You know, the temptation of getting back together is like really high, and you totally agreed! But, just can't. We both know it's better this way. We're always quarrelling if we're together. Why the waste of time quarrelling when we can be so nice and crappy to each other? I hope this stays. We can still be friends, but the feeling is there. how sweet! I know you don't know about my blog, so I can blog anything I want here! (bluek) Well, that's all that I wish to blog about.

And Deen, when are you free? I'm going Zirca later. Would you like to join me?