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Last long :...)

My last post to you.
I hate that I love you too much. Why does it have to be this difficult to forget someone? What did you do to make me love you this much? I'm going through the same shit again like when I was with Zai.

Setiap hari ku fikirkan mu
Fikiran ku jadi tak menentu
Mengapa semua ini harus berlaku
Mengapa harus ku jatuh cinta denganmu

Apakah ini cuma satu dugaan
Yang berlaku atas kehendak Tuhan
Apakah ini satu cobaan
Yang harus ku alami dalam setiap perlangkahan

Di sini ku pilu bagai dicabut nyawa
Apakah semua ini hanya satu sandiwara
Apakah betul kau sudah berpunya
Atau kau hanya mahu melihatku terluka

Pernah ku kata sambil mengalir air mata
Ku lakukan semua ini agar tiada yang terluka
Andai dapat ku luahkan perasaan terpendam didada
Akan ku kata ku cintakan mu walau hanya sementara.

Selamat tinggal kasih,
Selamat tinggal dinda.
Akan ku langkah pergi,
Buat selamanya.

Salam sayang,
Wawa B.

dot.

I'm bored. And was thinking of her.

Ryni say she still love me and waiting for me. My god. Can you people please back off. I am fucking tired. Sumpah I tak bedek. Better stop before I MIA from you people. I penat ah. Please ah. Jangan buat I macam gini. I stress ah. Please. I'm begging you people.
Urgh.

Went Zirca yesterday with Niqi and Shah, met Farhan over there. Then hopped to Zouk. Super packed, so shifted back to Zirca. Met Khaty for a while. After club, met Khaty lagi. And wala-ed home. okay. Enough updates.

I nak keluar, Sasya ajak lepak. Daa.
I rindu you.

P/s: Shanky Morey, meet up soon. I need a shoulder to cry on. Real soon. I can't hog the tears anymore. If you read my blog, CALL ME.

I rindu the old Sehaa.

I nak tidor. Seha nak jumpa I besok sebelom I go work.
Selamat malam semua.

Bukan hanya dibibir
tapi dirasa dihati
sehaa syg wawa bnyk sekali
prata tel0r,prata plaster
wawa jgn plak tglkn kite.
I'm sorry I did.

alamak.
nasi lemak.
kite rindu awak!

awak makan baulu,
kite makan tahu
kite nak ckp i love ue!

xo's

;........(
I feel so emo. I miss the old you. I minta maaf tapi I tak boleh rewind.
If this is paper, it would've smudge.
I sayang you ex-classmate.
I codeh.

WHY.

I always make your mood down.
And you hang up just like that. Sigh.
When you talk about other girls, I always listen. You talk about her, I'm willing to listen. Do you realise talking about her makes my mood even low? Do you even realise I've been feeling so damn low? No, because you never asked.

I've never expressed. I've been so damn pressurized with the weight that's on top of me. I can't hold the weight any longer. I can't. I want to burst out into tears. But I won't. I want to know if it's worth it. I need to know.

Why is the one I love treating me like a stranger when the one I don't treats me like I'm the world. Why?

The question is, WHY?

Spiked.

Noor Seha is my ex-classmate in Primary One to Primary Two!
I'm sick, and it's all because of you. Spent three straight days with you, and you spiked my maggie noodle. How can you be so mean towards me? No wonder lah my maggie so pedas until I fell ill. Jahat sia kao(!) Two days in a row kau spiked maggie aku. Without my knowledge. Until I choked then you tell me. F/ck youuuuu ex-classmate.

I'm sick sick sick. Bad bad throat, bad flu, stupid fever. BUT, I still wake up to go to work. Sigh, initially, I took time-off cause I cannot take the pain. I cried while clearing the public. Embarassing sial! I CRIED KAY. Urgh. Thanks to my friend for riding me home. Appreciate it loads.

I miss Zakia Abd. Rahim(!)
I really miss you so bad. Really bad. When can we meet? When are you free to meet me? Why am I missing you so badly? WHY. Why must I always think of you? Urgh, this feeling sucks. I hate this feeling. Why must karma come now? Why must karma come round to me when I fell for you so hard till it gets so hard to get me back on my feet? Urgh, irritating sial!

Lastly, I miss Ida Dherose too. See, you're in my blog. ;) And I miss Nur Aryni too!

I saw a REAL shooting star when I'm with you