Stench.

I'm left with nothing but a stale heart.

And I'm really dying slowly. I'm trying my best to lift my feet up and walk through the pathway. I saw a few hands trying to help me up, but everytime I ty to reach it, it feels so damn far. Someone's pulling me from behind. When I look back I saw no one. And I look forward, I still see that few hands, that arms trying to give me a hand.

Whose hands does it belong to? Why couldn't I just lift one my feet and get up, and runaway with one of the few hands? Why? Why is it so damn difficult?

Why is it easy for you to let me go? I know I let you go. But why is it so easy for you to forget? Why? The next day, you're contacting someone else. The day before, you cried. Tsk, girls. Think. I'm trying so fucking hard, but I'm not succeeding. I'm failing, and I'm going nowhere. I trip and fell into this empty hole surrounding me emptiness. You asked me why? You should know why. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. This is hard. I jatuh tersembam sayang.

I tengok perempuan macam dah takde makna.
Hari hari, I fikir kan you.
Do you think of me too?
Ops, you think of someone else lah. I forget.

Niqi O, let's go. You better hell cheer me up cause you made me cry just now.
SO, I'm waiting for that day.
F, I miss you lah budak kecik.
Ili H, thanks for everything love.
Jay N, I love you till the end.

And people, drop me your numbers thru Fb. I'm changing my number in a few days' time.