JJ.

aku miss kao. odoh.
bye.

ELLIE ANNE

I MISS YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I LUPE NAK UPDATE ABOUT THIS.

LOVE MY BITCH :)

You smile, I smile

(gambar nih bontot I sexy per!)

Baby take my open heart and all it offers cause this is as unconditional as it ever gets/

I am gonna love you now.
And I will wait on you forever.
And I'm waiting for the day you'd be mine.

The tears I shed is worth it.
The scars that bleed is worth it.

Yayay.
She's loved.
*

Last Wednesday, Overslept. Woke up at 2.30am. Forced to still go to Zirca. Reached at 4am. LOL. Chinese girl don't let me in. Lester let me in. TYVM! I love my people.
And I love AWESOME.

Fuck you butch.

Anyway, Zirca was hell. I shan't say out who were there. :)
And I love Shanky Baby and Mummy Taquilla for being there.

And I love Aky L.
And all those people who loved me.

I malas nak update. Kbye.

:.....)

Last long :...)

My last post to you.
I hate that I love you too much. Why does it have to be this difficult to forget someone? What did you do to make me love you this much? I'm going through the same shit again like when I was with Zai.

Setiap hari ku fikirkan mu
Fikiran ku jadi tak menentu
Mengapa semua ini harus berlaku
Mengapa harus ku jatuh cinta denganmu

Apakah ini cuma satu dugaan
Yang berlaku atas kehendak Tuhan
Apakah ini satu cobaan
Yang harus ku alami dalam setiap perlangkahan

Di sini ku pilu bagai dicabut nyawa
Apakah semua ini hanya satu sandiwara
Apakah betul kau sudah berpunya
Atau kau hanya mahu melihatku terluka

Pernah ku kata sambil mengalir air mata
Ku lakukan semua ini agar tiada yang terluka
Andai dapat ku luahkan perasaan terpendam didada
Akan ku kata ku cintakan mu walau hanya sementara.

Selamat tinggal kasih,
Selamat tinggal dinda.
Akan ku langkah pergi,
Buat selamanya.

Salam sayang,
Wawa B.

Baby girl.

I'm bundled with loads of pressure. With mom asking me to turn straight. Complaining to Pa'an what I've been doing all these years. With Pa'an asking me to turn straight. I want to unload. Find me a parking lot to unload all my pressure.

To someone:
Hello baby girl, I like you. I have been admiring you from far for so long. But you've been ignoring me. You left bit marks, pinch marks and scars on me. You told me you're scared to be with me. I tell you that I still believe someday you and me will find ourselves in love again. You asked me why am I so sure of it. I tell you, because all this while, you're the only one who knows me so well. You know my flaws, you know I'm just being friendly though people call it flirting. The reason why you first rejected me was because a stupid girl have had a crush on me and cried for me in front of you. And you feel that she's worth having me rather than you. So you sacrifice your love for me and go to that stupid fucker whom I hate so damn much.
Now the doors are open. Are you still feeling scared?

Doing my best to forget you.

So yesterday was superrrrbbb.

Went Meiling St watch Kude Kepang. Meet Baby Azhrul, Bee, Dart & Kid.
I met Pa'an. Pa'an fucking bising with the way I look and dress up. Wth. Bising lah kao! Grr. And blabla, sent him home at 8 cause stupid tagging.

Then meet up with Aky and Ili H, at Jurong East. They teman me go find clinic cause I sick. Then left them, and met up with Elly, Meh, Nina, Fie and gang and Woodlands.
Bus-ed to Bukit Panjang, waited for Jay Bby to come down.
Then, after that, LAUGHHHHHHH ALLLL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYY...................
hahhaa.

I have a date with SO tomorrow. :)
THE END.

He's back!

FUCK MY EX IS OUT. FUCK. YOUR VOICE NEVER CHANGE. OH MY GOD. 3 YEARS MUHD FARHAN BIN RAHIM. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER CALL ME. I AM FUCKING SHOCK WHEN I HEARD THIS VOICE I LONG TO HEAR. IT'S LIKE ALL MY WORRIES CAME TO A REAR. ALL THE LOVE'S COMING BACK. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D REMEMBER ME! SIAL AH. WHY THE HELL DID YOU ASK ME WHY I BECOME LIKE THIS? HAHAHA. DAMN IT.

AWAK, SAYA RINDU AWAK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
AND AND SAYA NAK JUMPE AWAK SOON.
NO MATTER HOW SHORT MY HAIR IS, NO MATTER HOW BOYISH I LOOK LIKE.
I DON'T CARE. I WANT TO MEET YOU. SOON.
REAL SOOOOOON.

GOD.
PA'AN.
IT'S COMING BACK.

I sungguh gembira hari ini.

My babies say:
FUCK IT AND MOVE ON.
FUCK IT, AND CONTINUE LIVING.
FUCK IT, AND GET A NEW GIRL.

Okay, I fuck it.
But, tell me how do I get a girl who can sweep me off my feet like the few did?
I'm so damn hard to please. Haha.

Alright, after work, met Elly at Civic and some other people. Met Shanky! Then, around 6plus, head to Tamp to chill. Met new friends and long time no see friends, like Bert, Hayati, and Meh! And chill :D CAMWHORED WITH ELLY'S CAM.
I dapat bite tetek Shanky! Wooooo!

38-ed home with Baby and Elly around 11. :)
End of update.

WHO THE FUCK HAS BEEN TELLING PEOPLE MY REAL NAME.
FUCK YOU, STOP AH SIAL. AKU TAK SUKE, KAU FAHAM TAK BODOH NYE SETAN.
AKU TAK KACAU KAU, KAU TAKMU KACAU AKU UH, BABI BAHLOL.
ANAK SAMDOL.

Met Suzie after work, she dropped at Raffles place and I continued my journey home.
Okay dah.

I miss Earthworm.

dot.

I'm bored. And was thinking of her.

Ryni say she still love me and waiting for me. My god. Can you people please back off. I am fucking tired. Sumpah I tak bedek. Better stop before I MIA from you people. I penat ah. Please ah. Jangan buat I macam gini. I stress ah. Please. I'm begging you people.
Urgh.

Went Zirca yesterday with Niqi and Shah, met Farhan over there. Then hopped to Zouk. Super packed, so shifted back to Zirca. Met Khaty for a while. After club, met Khaty lagi. And wala-ed home. okay. Enough updates.

I nak keluar, Sasya ajak lepak. Daa.
I rindu you.

P/s: Shanky Morey, meet up soon. I need a shoulder to cry on. Real soon. I can't hog the tears anymore. If you read my blog, CALL ME.

Stench.

I'm left with nothing but a stale heart.

And I'm really dying slowly. I'm trying my best to lift my feet up and walk through the pathway. I saw a few hands trying to help me up, but everytime I ty to reach it, it feels so damn far. Someone's pulling me from behind. When I look back I saw no one. And I look forward, I still see that few hands, that arms trying to give me a hand.

Whose hands does it belong to? Why couldn't I just lift one my feet and get up, and runaway with one of the few hands? Why? Why is it so damn difficult?

Why is it easy for you to let me go? I know I let you go. But why is it so easy for you to forget? Why? The next day, you're contacting someone else. The day before, you cried. Tsk, girls. Think. I'm trying so fucking hard, but I'm not succeeding. I'm failing, and I'm going nowhere. I trip and fell into this empty hole surrounding me emptiness. You asked me why? You should know why. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. This is hard. I jatuh tersembam sayang.

I tengok perempuan macam dah takde makna.
Hari hari, I fikir kan you.
Do you think of me too?
Ops, you think of someone else lah. I forget.

Niqi O, let's go. You better hell cheer me up cause you made me cry just now.
SO, I'm waiting for that day.
F, I miss you lah budak kecik.
Ili H, thanks for everything love.
Jay N, I love you till the end.

And people, drop me your numbers thru Fb. I'm changing my number in a few days' time.

I rindu the old Sehaa.

I nak tidor. Seha nak jumpa I besok sebelom I go work.
Selamat malam semua.

Bukan hanya dibibir
tapi dirasa dihati
sehaa syg wawa bnyk sekali
prata tel0r,prata plaster
wawa jgn plak tglkn kite.
I'm sorry I did.

alamak.
nasi lemak.
kite rindu awak!

awak makan baulu,
kite makan tahu
kite nak ckp i love ue!

xo's

;........(
I feel so emo. I miss the old you. I minta maaf tapi I tak boleh rewind.
If this is paper, it would've smudge.
I sayang you ex-classmate.
I codeh.

WHY.

I always make your mood down.
And you hang up just like that. Sigh.
When you talk about other girls, I always listen. You talk about her, I'm willing to listen. Do you realise talking about her makes my mood even low? Do you even realise I've been feeling so damn low? No, because you never asked.

I've never expressed. I've been so damn pressurized with the weight that's on top of me. I can't hold the weight any longer. I can't. I want to burst out into tears. But I won't. I want to know if it's worth it. I need to know.

Why is the one I love treating me like a stranger when the one I don't treats me like I'm the world. Why?

The question is, WHY?

FUCK-ED.

I win! Because I fucked you off my head. Yes! I fucked you off my mind. read it again, yes, again. I FUCKED YOU AND I FUCKED YOU OFF MY HEART.

Read. I have said it once. And now I'm going to say it again.
If you think you're good at breaking hearts, Oh baby I'm better. If you're good at fucking, I'm better. If you're good at kissing, let's licking lock lock tongues swirling round the clock.

Babe, I love life. I love why everything happens for a reason. I love karma. I love why clues are so damn obvious. I love how stupid people can be sometimes.
AND I REALISE HOW STUPID I WAS. Shit you.

Lalala~
I'm happy.
I'm glad everyone fucked me.
Because it shows that they simply love me.
It simply shows that they care.

Where did I go just now-
I was on duty from 8 in the morning to three in the afternoon. Then I've IST which ended around 5. Then, I waited for Jay for close to an hour at Bedok Inter, then head off to 419 to meet Idah. Jay forced me to meet her. And then blabla.

Then, played Truth or Dare. I was dared to french with Idah. Wtf! ==' I did not okay. I ended up, having to lock tongues with Meh. No swirling, just touching each others tongue with each others tongue. I hope you understand. LOL. I picked Meh cause she was the closest to me. Before that, Jay was dared to grab on Meh's or Idah's breast. And in the end, she grabbed mine. ==' Hahaha. Then wala-ed, I'm home!
Okay dah. :)