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AWESOME BALI 2010

HELLO LOVES!

I've not been updating for quite sometime.
Anyways, I just came back from BALI! WOooo.

Bali was awesome. And 5 days there wasn't enough. Didn't get to try everything that I wanted. Sad sad. So, let's update what we did there;

First day - 12 April 2010.
Reach airport at 1300hours. Aky went with me to the airport. And guess what? Jay, Elfie, Fyt, Yayan, Indah and Tira was there to send me off too! Wee. Love you guys. Heh, we camwhored. ALOT. Hell loads. After blabla, Met Saf and the rest at the airport too. Total was nine of us going Bali. After settling everything, I bid goodbyes to my loved ones. After that, we went in to the DFS part. We bought 2 carton of DFS cigs, 1 Raspberry Absolute, and 1 Chivas Regal. Niceeeee.
Then proceed on to board our flight. MY FIRST TIME FLYING IN AN AIRPLANE. Gerek doks. Journey was 2 and a half hours around there.

Finally, we reached BALI! We reached at around 6 plus. Finding cab was super hard. They ketok us like super loads. Then at last get a cab and cabbed to our hotel - Villarisi. It was nice, okay lah. I shared the crib with Saf and Eka. We went mad! Smoke and smoke. Eka said, "Rokok dah pait buang, dah pai je buang". MAcam orang kaya. LOL. That night, we went to seaside restaurant. It cost us about 1.2 juta rupiah. Fuhh. After eating our full, we went back to hotel, and drink! Drink drink drink. I fall asleep. eheh.....

Second day- 13 April 2010.
SHOPPING, BALI VIEWING. SHOP SHOP. WALK BY THE BEACH. WALK WALK. GET TANNED. WALK MORE. PERSPIRED ALOT. WALK WALK. SHOP. WALK SHOP. STARBUCKS. WALK. MOST OF ALL. CAMWHOREEEE. HEH.

NIGHT - MBARGO. WOO! (I forget we club first night or second night) LOL.
RASP VODKA, CHIVAS, JUNGLE JUICE & TEQUILAS.
DRINK DRANK DRUNK DRAMA. Saf was drunk. I was okay, then awhile after, DRUNK. Slept at MBARGO's toilet. A girl took care of me. Don't know who. Everyone of them thought I was a guy. ==' Godddd. I'ma girl for fuck sake. LOL. I slept quite long inside toilet. Sigh. Then never get to RAVE. AAHHHH. SO damn angry lah okay. HAhaa.
Doodaa.

Third day- 14 April 2010.
WATER RAFTING. GEREK DOKS. 8AM-8PM. 12 HOURS OF FUN. OUR INSTRUCTOR'S NAME THAT WAS HANDLING MY RAFT WAS KETOT. CUTE KAN NAME DHER. THEN WENT TO THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAINS. WAS AT THE CLOUDS. IN THE CLOUDS. WOW. AWESOME EH. SAW THE RICE TERRACE EH. I FORGET THE NAME. I FORGET ALOT OF NAMES. HUHU.

NIGHT TIME - RED SQUARE.
HOT PE SIAL THE DEEJAY IS A GIRL MAN! DAMN, FUCK HOT. WAS DROOLING. THEN CAME SOME GIRLS WEARING LINGERIES CATWALKING AT OUR TABLE. SEXY DOH. SANGKOT AKU DENGAN SATU POMPAN NIH. AAAAHHHHH! SHE LOOK AT ME THEN I WAS AAAHHHH. HAHAHA. GOT ONE MORE, WEAR RED BIKINI, BABAT BABAT DHER IS BOUNCING AS SHE WALK DOWN THE TABLE. MY GOD. BUROK. HAHA. THE CLUB WAS SUPER POISE. EVERYONE INSIDE WAS HOT. GRAND SIA TEMPAT. THEN CLUB HOP. MBARGO AGAIN. LOL. THIS TIME I'M NOT DRUNK. HAHAA.

After club wanna walk back to hotel. But sesat la dey. Hailed and cabbed back to hotel. Slept like pig.

Fourth day- 15 April 2010.
AWESOME. Woke up late. Went by the beach. Flying fish, Mambo duo. Jet skiing. WOO. AWESOME. I FUCKING LIKE THE MAMBO DUO LAA. THEY CALLED IT DONUT. haha. THE OCEAN WAS SO DAMN CLEAR. I CAN SEE ALL THE CORALS SIA. FUCK. GEREK KAY.

THEN AFTER OUR WATER SPORTS, WENT TO JIMBARAN I THINK. ATE AT THE SAME PLACE. HAIYA. KENA CHEAT. THEN THEN. WATCH THE SUNSET. WOW. LAWA SIA. GILE BABI PUNYE LAWA.
THEN WENT BACK. PLANNED TO GO HARD ROCK. But Eka was shagged. So we sat at the hotel and drink. Sham got drunk. First time saw him drunk. Hehe. Funny. Like Matrep. Huhu. Then I fell asleep.....

Fifth day- 16 APRIL 2010.
Last day at Bali. Everyone was like reluctant to go home. But I wanna go home. Love sick. Heh. Check out from hotel. Shop for awhile. Then too hot the weather. Then went back hotel and sit at lobby. Waited for our cab to send us to airport. Finally. I'm going home.

1800hours - FLY OFF.
2030hours - REACH SINGAPORE.
CALLED AKY, BUT SHE NEVER PICKED UP.
Jay called me, and shout. SAKIT TELINGA AKU.
Eka send me home, Mummy fetch me downstairs.

0030 hours, meet Jay, Elfie, Meh and Aky under my block. WEEE. HUG HUG SUME SUME!
DAH BIS! HAPPY HAPPY :)

LOVE BALI, LET'S GO AGAIN :)

JJ.

aku miss kao. odoh.
bye.

ELLIE ANNE

I MISS YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I LUPE NAK UPDATE ABOUT THIS.

LOVE MY BITCH :)

You smile, I smile

(gambar nih bontot I sexy per!)

Baby take my open heart and all it offers cause this is as unconditional as it ever gets/

I am gonna love you now.
And I will wait on you forever.
And I'm waiting for the day you'd be mine.

The tears I shed is worth it.
The scars that bleed is worth it.

Yayay.
She's loved.
*

Last Wednesday, Overslept. Woke up at 2.30am. Forced to still go to Zirca. Reached at 4am. LOL. Chinese girl don't let me in. Lester let me in. TYVM! I love my people.
And I love AWESOME.

Fuck you butch.

Anyway, Zirca was hell. I shan't say out who were there. :)
And I love Shanky Baby and Mummy Taquilla for being there.

And I love Aky L.
And all those people who loved me.

I malas nak update. Kbye.

:.....)

Last long :...)

My last post to you.
I hate that I love you too much. Why does it have to be this difficult to forget someone? What did you do to make me love you this much? I'm going through the same shit again like when I was with Zai.

Setiap hari ku fikirkan mu
Fikiran ku jadi tak menentu
Mengapa semua ini harus berlaku
Mengapa harus ku jatuh cinta denganmu

Apakah ini cuma satu dugaan
Yang berlaku atas kehendak Tuhan
Apakah ini satu cobaan
Yang harus ku alami dalam setiap perlangkahan

Di sini ku pilu bagai dicabut nyawa
Apakah semua ini hanya satu sandiwara
Apakah betul kau sudah berpunya
Atau kau hanya mahu melihatku terluka

Pernah ku kata sambil mengalir air mata
Ku lakukan semua ini agar tiada yang terluka
Andai dapat ku luahkan perasaan terpendam didada
Akan ku kata ku cintakan mu walau hanya sementara.

Selamat tinggal kasih,
Selamat tinggal dinda.
Akan ku langkah pergi,
Buat selamanya.

Salam sayang,
Wawa B.

Baby girl.

I'm bundled with loads of pressure. With mom asking me to turn straight. Complaining to Pa'an what I've been doing all these years. With Pa'an asking me to turn straight. I want to unload. Find me a parking lot to unload all my pressure.

To someone:
Hello baby girl, I like you. I have been admiring you from far for so long. But you've been ignoring me. You left bit marks, pinch marks and scars on me. You told me you're scared to be with me. I tell you that I still believe someday you and me will find ourselves in love again. You asked me why am I so sure of it. I tell you, because all this while, you're the only one who knows me so well. You know my flaws, you know I'm just being friendly though people call it flirting. The reason why you first rejected me was because a stupid girl have had a crush on me and cried for me in front of you. And you feel that she's worth having me rather than you. So you sacrifice your love for me and go to that stupid fucker whom I hate so damn much.
Now the doors are open. Are you still feeling scared?

Doing my best to forget you.

So yesterday was superrrrbbb.

Went Meiling St watch Kude Kepang. Meet Baby Azhrul, Bee, Dart & Kid.
I met Pa'an. Pa'an fucking bising with the way I look and dress up. Wth. Bising lah kao! Grr. And blabla, sent him home at 8 cause stupid tagging.

Then meet up with Aky and Ili H, at Jurong East. They teman me go find clinic cause I sick. Then left them, and met up with Elly, Meh, Nina, Fie and gang and Woodlands.
Bus-ed to Bukit Panjang, waited for Jay Bby to come down.
Then, after that, LAUGHHHHHHH ALLLL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYY...................
hahhaa.

I have a date with SO tomorrow. :)
THE END.

He's back!

FUCK MY EX IS OUT. FUCK. YOUR VOICE NEVER CHANGE. OH MY GOD. 3 YEARS MUHD FARHAN BIN RAHIM. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I THOUGHT YOU'D NEVER CALL ME. I AM FUCKING SHOCK WHEN I HEARD THIS VOICE I LONG TO HEAR. IT'S LIKE ALL MY WORRIES CAME TO A REAR. ALL THE LOVE'S COMING BACK. I NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D REMEMBER ME! SIAL AH. WHY THE HELL DID YOU ASK ME WHY I BECOME LIKE THIS? HAHAHA. DAMN IT.

AWAK, SAYA RINDU AWAK LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
AND AND SAYA NAK JUMPE AWAK SOON.
NO MATTER HOW SHORT MY HAIR IS, NO MATTER HOW BOYISH I LOOK LIKE.
I DON'T CARE. I WANT TO MEET YOU. SOON.
REAL SOOOOOON.

GOD.
PA'AN.
IT'S COMING BACK.

I sungguh gembira hari ini.

My babies say:
FUCK IT AND MOVE ON.
FUCK IT, AND CONTINUE LIVING.
FUCK IT, AND GET A NEW GIRL.

Okay, I fuck it.
But, tell me how do I get a girl who can sweep me off my feet like the few did?
I'm so damn hard to please. Haha.

Alright, after work, met Elly at Civic and some other people. Met Shanky! Then, around 6plus, head to Tamp to chill. Met new friends and long time no see friends, like Bert, Hayati, and Meh! And chill :D CAMWHORED WITH ELLY'S CAM.
I dapat bite tetek Shanky! Wooooo!

38-ed home with Baby and Elly around 11. :)
End of update.

WHO THE FUCK HAS BEEN TELLING PEOPLE MY REAL NAME.
FUCK YOU, STOP AH SIAL. AKU TAK SUKE, KAU FAHAM TAK BODOH NYE SETAN.
AKU TAK KACAU KAU, KAU TAKMU KACAU AKU UH, BABI BAHLOL.
ANAK SAMDOL.

Met Suzie after work, she dropped at Raffles place and I continued my journey home.
Okay dah.

I miss Earthworm.

dot.

I'm bored. And was thinking of her.

Ryni say she still love me and waiting for me. My god. Can you people please back off. I am fucking tired. Sumpah I tak bedek. Better stop before I MIA from you people. I penat ah. Please ah. Jangan buat I macam gini. I stress ah. Please. I'm begging you people.
Urgh.

Went Zirca yesterday with Niqi and Shah, met Farhan over there. Then hopped to Zouk. Super packed, so shifted back to Zirca. Met Khaty for a while. After club, met Khaty lagi. And wala-ed home. okay. Enough updates.

I nak keluar, Sasya ajak lepak. Daa.
I rindu you.

P/s: Shanky Morey, meet up soon. I need a shoulder to cry on. Real soon. I can't hog the tears anymore. If you read my blog, CALL ME.

Stench.

I'm left with nothing but a stale heart.

And I'm really dying slowly. I'm trying my best to lift my feet up and walk through the pathway. I saw a few hands trying to help me up, but everytime I ty to reach it, it feels so damn far. Someone's pulling me from behind. When I look back I saw no one. And I look forward, I still see that few hands, that arms trying to give me a hand.

Whose hands does it belong to? Why couldn't I just lift one my feet and get up, and runaway with one of the few hands? Why? Why is it so damn difficult?

Why is it easy for you to let me go? I know I let you go. But why is it so easy for you to forget? Why? The next day, you're contacting someone else. The day before, you cried. Tsk, girls. Think. I'm trying so fucking hard, but I'm not succeeding. I'm failing, and I'm going nowhere. I trip and fell into this empty hole surrounding me emptiness. You asked me why? You should know why. I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. This is hard. I jatuh tersembam sayang.

I tengok perempuan macam dah takde makna.
Hari hari, I fikir kan you.
Do you think of me too?
Ops, you think of someone else lah. I forget.

Niqi O, let's go. You better hell cheer me up cause you made me cry just now.
SO, I'm waiting for that day.
F, I miss you lah budak kecik.
Ili H, thanks for everything love.
Jay N, I love you till the end.

And people, drop me your numbers thru Fb. I'm changing my number in a few days' time.

I rindu the old Sehaa.

I nak tidor. Seha nak jumpa I besok sebelom I go work.
Selamat malam semua.

Bukan hanya dibibir
tapi dirasa dihati
sehaa syg wawa bnyk sekali
prata tel0r,prata plaster
wawa jgn plak tglkn kite.
I'm sorry I did.

alamak.
nasi lemak.
kite rindu awak!

awak makan baulu,
kite makan tahu
kite nak ckp i love ue!

xo's

;........(
I feel so emo. I miss the old you. I minta maaf tapi I tak boleh rewind.
If this is paper, it would've smudge.
I sayang you ex-classmate.
I codeh.

WHY.

I always make your mood down.
And you hang up just like that. Sigh.
When you talk about other girls, I always listen. You talk about her, I'm willing to listen. Do you realise talking about her makes my mood even low? Do you even realise I've been feeling so damn low? No, because you never asked.

I've never expressed. I've been so damn pressurized with the weight that's on top of me. I can't hold the weight any longer. I can't. I want to burst out into tears. But I won't. I want to know if it's worth it. I need to know.

Why is the one I love treating me like a stranger when the one I don't treats me like I'm the world. Why?

The question is, WHY?

FUCK-ED.

I win! Because I fucked you off my head. Yes! I fucked you off my mind. read it again, yes, again. I FUCKED YOU AND I FUCKED YOU OFF MY HEART.

Read. I have said it once. And now I'm going to say it again.
If you think you're good at breaking hearts, Oh baby I'm better. If you're good at fucking, I'm better. If you're good at kissing, let's licking lock lock tongues swirling round the clock.

Babe, I love life. I love why everything happens for a reason. I love karma. I love why clues are so damn obvious. I love how stupid people can be sometimes.
AND I REALISE HOW STUPID I WAS. Shit you.

Lalala~
I'm happy.
I'm glad everyone fucked me.
Because it shows that they simply love me.
It simply shows that they care.

Where did I go just now-
I was on duty from 8 in the morning to three in the afternoon. Then I've IST which ended around 5. Then, I waited for Jay for close to an hour at Bedok Inter, then head off to 419 to meet Idah. Jay forced me to meet her. And then blabla.

Then, played Truth or Dare. I was dared to french with Idah. Wtf! ==' I did not okay. I ended up, having to lock tongues with Meh. No swirling, just touching each others tongue with each others tongue. I hope you understand. LOL. I picked Meh cause she was the closest to me. Before that, Jay was dared to grab on Meh's or Idah's breast. And in the end, she grabbed mine. ==' Hahaha. Then wala-ed, I'm home!
Okay dah. :)

foog.

I heard some stories about me.
That Shanky dumped me, so I turned andro. LOL.
Shanky baby, did you dump me? HAHA.
And when did I cut my hair short? HMMMMM..
Please people, do not spread rumors.

oh yeah, I'M BREAKING INSIDE.
I like the way she pull me in, now I'm stuck in between.

(Y)

Zirca last Wednesday,
Rebel yesterday,
Supperclub tonight.
Party till I drop!

WILL UPDATE MORE PHOTOS.

WANNA SLEEP NOW, THIS IS ALL I GET TO UPLOAD.

BergBerg. =='

When I'm sad, I camwhore to cheer me up. :D

Tears run down like razor blades.

I'm a great dissapointment. :)

Jay, cheer me up tonight. Let's drink our lungs out.
I love you.

To you, my dear.

Everything's gonna be alright.

I am fucking sad. I won't be getting my Perfomance Bonus because of high rate of MCs I took last year. Baru teringin nak beli iPhone. I cried. :(

Sigh, anyway. I am so fucking confused. I'm stuck in between. AGAIN. Aahh.
I feel like I wanna get out of this world. Live in peace. No need to think of anything. Why? Shit lah. I hate breaking hearts. IT'S NOT THAT I WANT TO. I JUST DON'T WANT TO LIE TO MYSELF. GET IT? I don't like to break hearts, who wants a broken heart sia? But do you want to live in denial just to keep her happy? God, I feel so down and cranky this days. And I don't know why Idah has been my venting machine. I'm sorry love. :( I don't know what to do. April please come faster. I need a break. Seriously. F. Can I jump off a building? Heeee.
Nevermind, tonight party my way out of those stupid stress. :D

Anyway, Mak Sehaa, if you wanna meet me, come Zirca kay. I'm too lazy to go Starbucks today. :/ solly molly.

Idah, I don't know what to say to you, but I miss you.

and and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF MY EXS.
NUR AIN BINTE ABDUL KARIM AND NORFAREEZ KHAN.

Fareez, see you later dude! :D

Shes Bulletproof
Oooh ooooh oh oh ooooh

It was love before
girl i know your hearts been true
just more and more i can tell you barely survived
girl my love won't be the same im not tryna run no games
i just want your tears to dry
your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof [she bulletproof]
feels like we both hav more
out of aim cant shoot no more
what do you want from me
i can feel you reachin out now
but you gotta let your guard down now
whys it so hard to see oooh

your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option so i
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof she bulletproof
ooooh ooooh oh oh ooooh x2

your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option so i
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof she bulletproof

I like this budak! He's so fucking cute siao! HAHAHA.
Look at me then senyum senyum. Hahahaa.

Okay, I love my hair. :D

Justin Bieber

Fatin panggil Wawa Justin BergBerg :(

Never let you go.

Baby.

Idah Baybeh(; says:
I was are sitting infront of the woman of that came into my dream evrynight, looking into her steamy eyes i admire most.
My heart was pounding. There's a lump in my throat. I want nothing more than to reach over and kiss you right.
But i was afraid.
I was afraid that i might make your move too soon. That the idea of making things "awkward" is just too scary for me to even think about.
So you i do NOTHING.
There's always next time i thought to myslef. I don't want to rush this.
The next time comes along, and this time. I still feel nervous and awkward. You want to get things moving, but you still don't want to blow it.
Again, let the moment pass. I think that next time, you'll be able to make it work.
But then, the next time we get together, and i was about to make my move, the same thing will happen again...
*was

We'll get out of the awkwardness soon.

Randomm.

Is accidentally fall in love with a best friend out of question?

My Baby You (Cinte)

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
and the purest one I'll one
No you'll never be alone

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile?
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

I will soothe you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all

You are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
My baby you
There's no more just getting by
Cause you're the reason
I feel so alive
(insert your name), I feel so alive.


I don't know whose name to put.

Ida force me to update. I lazy to update. So I just upload! MET YAKOLTAND ILI(!) AT NIGHT.






14 Februari 2010.

Disfigured.

Lazy wanna blog what happened last night. Hope the swell heals fast.
I miss Sehaa Luna and Ida Dherose.

Funny Man! And Miss you too baby.

' WOW! - says:
babe i miss you
Idah Baybeh(; says:
is cmes frm d BOTTOM OF MY HEART
*dun blog this**
i miss yu more as usual
(
' WOW! - says:
no, i miss you more seh.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
nooo
i miss yu more
' WOW! - says:
NO.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
yu werk tao
' WOW! - says:
SO.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
gt smethings t occupy yur mind at times
i got yu on my mind all day long
' WOW! - says:
HEHE
Idah Baybeh(; says:
ASL LAUGH??
' WOW! - says:
nothing :)
Idah Baybeh(; says:
nth t bedek punye answer
' WOW! - says:
nah, i just wanna post this at blog
Idah Baybeh(; says:
merepek
i wun say i miss u evr again online
fat hope!
BLUEK

Awh, you're so sweet like sugar. :)

Tercinte.

It'll be three months if we were still together.
And why, do I always think of you even after I've said I'm over you.
Sigh.

You know something? You're missed.

Everytime I hear your voice, it made me smile and I feel stars are twinkling on me.
Everytime I hear you laugh, I feel on top of the world cause I made you smile.
Everytime you're near, I feel my heart is popping out.
Everytime you're a distant, I asked myself if you missed me like I do.
I feel like I miss you so much even after just meeting up.
Everytime I think of you, my heart will drop.

Why? Because it shows how much I love you.
See Cinte, you keep on saying you feel insecure when we were together. But you don't see what lies in the bottom of my heart. You don't see how much you mean to me than other girls I've been dating and fooling around with. You see the mistakes that I did. You see everything else except for my love. If you could just give me some time and space. If only I was someone important in your life. If only you could say no to your friends to meet me. If only you could understand what it feels like when you;re not there when I needed you most. When you ditch me on my birthday but that was because of work, which I don't really bother. If only, you can go out with me at some point of the time in a week. If only you knew how to give time between friends and your partner.

If only you understand how it feels.

Total Dickhead.

Yay, at last; I get to update. I just woke up from my damn 'sleep like pig' sleep. Hee. Okay, and the entry goes like this.

After work, around 8.30 in the morn, met Aky at Jurong East. I was her model for her exam! That means, I will get free massage, which is damn good, cause my body is aching. So we met, she bought me Chocolate Waffles, then head to Somerset for her exam. Had to wait for her outside, cause she had to take her oral exam.

After that, kept my things in a locker. And when I went in, I saw this preeeeeetty short girl. And I was, "wtf Aky, must I be in a towel infront of her?!" F/ck. Haha. Then I just shunned her off my thoughts and just follow what Aky told me to do. First massage, seated-chair. (SEDAP PE, tertidor sekejap)

After the seated-chair, gave me towel, 2 hangers, one disposable panty, one shower cap. And I have to undress and wear all that. Eh, malu pe sia that pretty girl also in the room. Ah, lalala luuluu, then began the massage, then I fall asleep while being massaged, THEN! Suddenly, I had spasm. Both Aky's assesor and Aky got shocked, hhaha. F/ck, I can't sleep in other bed, other that my own bed if not I will get spasm. Pfft. Lala Lulu, massage ended. Changed back to my wear.

Then lala lulu, I asked Aky,

W: "Ky, siape pompan tu? CUTE SIAO!"
A: "Nanti I lang dher you cakap dher cute okay, You nak number tak?"
W: "Taknaaakkkkk, malu lah! Takmu tell her apa ape!"
A: started her high pitch laugh.
W: =='
A: "Jom gi makan"

So, we went to eat outside the institute, then Aky went away for awhile, and came back together with that cute girl and her friend. WTF AKY. Urgh! I was super damn shy lah okay. Did not even talk, just smiled. LOL. Jahat siak.

Then end of the day, I GOT HER NUMBER. WOOOOOH! Baik pe Wa. Heh.

END OF THE POST.

Kiss me and you will see stars, love me and I will give them to you.

one two.

Getting ready to go to work ah seh. Now I'm feeling sleepy, and lazy, and urgh. URGH! Mummy cooked Nasi Ayam Penyet. Bringin two packets to work. One for Wife, one for me. Doing bus concourse. Sigh. Da lah malam malam buta mendak nak mampos. Lepas tu handphone kena simpan dalam kocek je. Mendak pe! Pfft.

Alright, happy happy. Xoxo.

Tanpaku menyadari, dirimu masih ku cintai.

miss lah!

' WOW! - says:
I NGAH SCREEN SHOT
AMEK GMBR
SORRY
I RINDU YOU LEBIH
LIKE REALLY.
CANNOT BEAT ME
'IdaIdah<3 rindu: says:
tak bleh
I RINDU YU TILL YU CANT REACH THE POINT
HEHE
I MISS THOSE STEAMY EYES OF YURS
P/S: IM ALWAYS MISSING YOU MORE EVERY AND EACH DAY
' WOW! - says:
==
whateverrr

Break your heart.

Someone ask me to post this on Facebook. I decided to post this on my blog entry as well. HAHAHA. Thanks Ex-Wife. :P

TSK!

My GOD, I saw this Andro's profile on FB, and I was like. WHAT THE HELL IS SHE? What the hell? And people call her a player? And then you call yourself a player? WHAT THE HELL BABE. Personally for me, I don't think you even have the looks to be a player. Girls, where's your taste?! (AKU TAU LAH AKU PON ADE BAD TASTE) Tapi what the hell are you tryna do? You're embarassing our society. Like seriously. I know this post may hurt. But what the...?! Hahaha. What the fuck? Previously you had your hair long, then you cut your hair short, (like my story ajE, NOT ME KAY) then seriously, pleaseeeeee. do something about it. DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR FACE, YOUR HAIR, YOUR EVERYTHING. pleeeeaase. I'm sorry but this is my blog. And I blog what I like. LOL.

Just couldn't stop laughing at your photos.
ROFLMAO.

Updates, Two Piece.

Shanky Morey, are you sure you were turned off? Hmm.. Anyways, that post on facebook was kinda harsh, but who cares. I don't really care whether I'm good or not. But face the fact baby, people like my kiss. :D

Alright, so I love all the sexy people close to me.

I love Jay Jafarish, Tira Darls, Miimye, Fanana, Ida. They rock my night at the chalet. I had a great night with you guys. Hee haa. Shall just keep it between us kay. I miss Jibu Jibu. And I know you miss me moreee.

At last, I saw my Wife, aku tau kau rindu aku Wife! Muach muach! heee. :) Btw, I can't wait for my Bali Trip oi. Nak share room with Wife(Y)! Don't worry, I won't take a sneak peep. I'ma goodgirl. APRIL PASS BY FASTER PLEASE?

"And at first, when you sat near to me and put your lips on my shoulder, I feel so hard to breath."
"When we hug, I feel a sense of security. I feel a sense of happiness when we were hugging."
And suddenly I felt so complete that I actually nearly cried but you didn't notice."

Vanilla Twilight.

our eyes will finally meet.
and that's all I need.
two hearts will become one.
now that you're the only one I want.

the only one that I only need.
the only one that I only see.
And the one that I only feel.

, xo's.

TerCinte, I'M SO OVER YOU!
You know why? Cause you don't deserve it. Cause you lied your way through. And I know all of your secrets already. I'm so glad I went for shooting. Or I would know nuts about you. Tsk, save your sweet talks. I'm leaving you behind. Bye exgirlfie! :D

My Twin, Her Triplet.

, myflame(Y) she looked more like a girl than me already! :P
JUST SO YOU GUYS KNOW WE DON'T LOOK THE SAME ANYMORE.

, Shooting :)

And love is;
Vanilla Twilight♥

Two Piece ♥

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

Thou art to me a delicious torment.

Sorry baby I did not visit you. I couldn't wake up. My eyelids were really heavy. :/ I'm sorry. I'll see you tomorrow at home okay love? (Y) Alah, aku tak visit kau pon mane kao nak rindu aku ;( lols. LINE JE RINDU AKU. Tsk!

Alright, so I already ate. Yet to bath. Chatting with Earthworm(Y) Saw Jibu online, and she replied me a dot. ==' Can you be nicer? Tsk.

Ex ter-cinte, thought of you.

Goodbye may come as a shock
Eventhough I loved you alot.
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you got to break down and breath.
And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart.
And it equals to A Promise in the Dark
So don't promise me.
And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals to A Promise in the Dark
So don't promise me.

"Love doesn't make the world go round.
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile"

Double O was hell and a blast♥

She taught me how to take pictures of feet. ==' LOL.

Double O, candid by Wife

Thanks Jibu for the Blazer♥. I didn't ask for you to buy it. I know how to buy myself! But what do I wear it with? Haha. I don't know.

Anyways, things that happened at Double O was fucked up kay. Met A'ai there, and hughug, and yeah. Then, was dancing with Sehaa, then A'ai pulled me, Sehaa got mad and she just took her leave. My god. ==' Let go of A'ai's hand and chase after Sehaa. Tsk, susah lah. Jibu jibu cry. :/ Sorry Jibu Jibu. I did not expect you to really cry. I did not see you cry but my colleague did. That's how I got to know. Seriously, I'm sorry. I didn't know you took things seriously and cried at the podium. SORRY AAAAAHHHHHHH. :/ Lovelove okay? But thanks for the surprise. Appreciate it. Sorry again. XO's.

[me PLUS you]

YOU SAID, THE WAY I BRING MYSELF SHOWS THAT I'M HAPPY AND ENJOYING MYSELF. WHY WOULD I WANT TO TELL THE WORLD I'M CRUSHED? HUH? NOBODY KNOWS I'M THESE WEAK AT LOVE KAY.

EARTHWORM, HELP ME. :(

Naturally natural.

Sick, just ate th stupid medicines. Taste like ew. Bluek. Waiting for wife to reach Bedok, then go chalet together. Then afterthat, need to go back to work to grab my shoes for tomorrow firearms course. Damn, revolver, MARKSMEN HERE I COME! Muahahahha.

Sehaa said she has a surprise for me. What surprise sia? I'm meeting her later to go Double. (Y)
I sayang you sampai dah tak boleh sampai lagi. =='

Earthworm, Grasshopper misses you. Wonder what you're doing. Korek tanah ke? Hheee. Got to go, loves you people who loves me.

Double love people who cinte me.

lickin' lock lock tongue swirling round the clock

From Grasshopper to Earthworm♥

To Earthworm, don't worry too much kay darling? Everything will be alright. Trust me. I'm behind you all the way. You will get what you need in time to come. Just that it's not the time yet. Everything happens for a reason. There's a reason behind everything that happens. Berbelit belit pulak aku nih. ==' You'll get through all this. It's just a matter of time that everything has to come to an end. And you'll have to wait to get what you want. Some things needs sacrifice. :) (I sound like you, seriously) Okay maknenek? Natural is advicing you. LOL.

Hearts, x0'x padamuu.

Say you'll be mine.

F/ck laaaa. I've not been feeling well. I'm like super ill. I don't think I want to go to work tomorrow siao. Foog man. I want to smoke but mom doesn't allow me to. Urgh! Jibu jibu, kesian you. Must do closing, hehe. Take your time eh?

I've been sleeping like a log, and I just woke up. I have more than 10 text messages, and three miss calls. Ida and Jibu piled up my inbox. I'm sleeping, not somewhere outside. Tsk.

Ex-tercinte called me at work just now, and I chatted on the phone with her for more than an hour. She's transfering to Airport. Now, I don't feel like going to Airport. Tsk. I guess I can keep the rest of the comments to myself. We have been planning to meet. But. She says she cannot meet me already. Because of Jibu Jibu January. TSK(!)

Tututu, chatting with Ida now on Msn. And also Shanky. And also Eesha, who are you ah? Hmm. Nevermind. I don't want to go to work tomorrow. Urgh! I'm meeting Jibu tomorrow night. Or Ryni. I don't know which. Heck.

I taknak club besokkkkkkkk. But it's my part time boyfriend's birthday. Sigh. See how.

, mummy taquilla nanti I link you. miimye nanty pon I link you. ;)

Wait for my return.

chank ciabi

love this ex of mine.

Chilli Pepper, Flowers Wither.

TO SOMEONE:

You can fool her but you can't fool me. I've stopped being a bitch, but for my ex, I'll be one. And for the one I'll be. Just this once sexy. If you wanna play games with me, think twice. if you're good at sweet talking, I'm better. if you're good at fucking, I'm better. Lastly, if you're good at kissing, let's try lickin' lock lock tongue swirling round the clock. (Y)

Tsk, people nowadays, do you need more than one to live? Is one not enough? Why do you need two? All the merry more three? Come on, people love not to get their hearts broken. I've learnt my lesson. So when are you going to learn? Stop behaving like kids. It's such a pity to see people in this state.

You told me in time. Thanks love.

BY THE WAY, NOOR SEHA, ARE YOU MISSING ME IN YOUR SLEEP? I BET YOU DO. XO.

Spiked.

Noor Seha is my ex-classmate in Primary One to Primary Two!
I'm sick, and it's all because of you. Spent three straight days with you, and you spiked my maggie noodle. How can you be so mean towards me? No wonder lah my maggie so pedas until I fell ill. Jahat sia kao(!) Two days in a row kau spiked maggie aku. Without my knowledge. Until I choked then you tell me. F/ck youuuuu ex-classmate.

I'm sick sick sick. Bad bad throat, bad flu, stupid fever. BUT, I still wake up to go to work. Sigh, initially, I took time-off cause I cannot take the pain. I cried while clearing the public. Embarassing sial! I CRIED KAY. Urgh. Thanks to my friend for riding me home. Appreciate it loads.

I miss Zakia Abd. Rahim(!)
I really miss you so bad. Really bad. When can we meet? When are you free to meet me? Why am I missing you so badly? WHY. Why must I always think of you? Urgh, this feeling sucks. I hate this feeling. Why must karma come now? Why must karma come round to me when I fell for you so hard till it gets so hard to get me back on my feet? Urgh, irritating sial!

Lastly, I miss Ida Dherose too. See, you're in my blog. ;) And I miss Nur Aryni too!

I saw a REAL shooting star when I'm with you

Hair trimming.

I was hoping so much to meet my gfs after work. Unexpectedly, without my knowledge, there's IST. What the hell. Itupon my wife told me there's commander talk. Gosh. It ended at 1700 hours. And I reached home at 1830 hours. Late. (==') Oh ya, I trimmed my hair. Not short lah okay. Still long, (smiles) I'm keeping my promise, and I make sure Jay gives me a hundred bucks if I kept my hair until shoulder length. I'm sooooo going for that hundred. (cheeky smile)

Now I'm waiting for Mye and Fana to reach Bedok cause they want to meet me before I go Zirca. Well babes, I will make sure we will meet. But confirm I late. I bath already, but have yet to get ready. Hehe. Torn tortoise will be clubbing tonight! Yay! I miss her like damn lots. I forgot about her birthday. How mean can I be? :( Sorry baby.

So, see ya'll there eh? Meeting Forever Baby and Ryni at Tampines first before heading Central.

Xo's.

Sorry. I can't get to meet you at home before you went back to PWC.
-Lina Nabey Kiia

Replay.

Song stuck in my head. I was late for work, Dad ride me to Jurong East, (sekali cepat seh sampai) Today's day at work, I was quite hyper in the beginning. I was at Arrival Car Zone. Stamping and scanning passports the whole day. How tiring can my hand be? (sigh) Around noon, I felt so (damn) lethargic, my sleeping time. (snigger) Wife and me not having the same break. She had the same break as Scandal. Boring (ke what!) Hm, tututu .. End of day already. Wife waited for me while the rest already went down to our transport. Then me and wife laughed alot. I asked her to hurry up, then when she want to board the bus, she slipped, I laughed my arse off(!) Heh, funny or what? I did not even help her get up, only helped her carry her bag. Tsk tsk, bad husband eh? Haha. Joke of the day man. Hehe. Sorry I posted it on my blog entry. Just got to remember today. Hehee.


Alright, currently, chatting with Maaarrrrdhiah, and Rian Ferrer. Chatted with Ida Dherose just now. But both seem busy, so stopped chatting just like that. Haha.

The first convo was like,

M: I miss you
M: okdah!
W: I miss you too!
W: okay bye!

What the hell Mar, that was sweet though. I miss you too! Like seriously. (smiles) Sex at 5am? (winks)

Ex-tercinte called me tadi! Heeeee (big big big smile) We're like talking crap, as usual. (tak habes habes talk crap lah dengan kao) You know, the temptation of getting back together is like really high, and you totally agreed! But, just can't. We both know it's better this way. We're always quarrelling if we're together. Why the waste of time quarrelling when we can be so nice and crappy to each other? I hope this stays. We can still be friends, but the feeling is there. how sweet! I know you don't know about my blog, so I can blog anything I want here! (bluek) Well, that's all that I wish to blog about.

And Deen, when are you free? I'm going Zirca later. Would you like to join me?

moments past.

And i was wondering where did Deen get my link from, Shanky. ==' Haha. Alright. Today started out by sleeping, wokened by noises, Line. Line. Line. Line. Could you stop disturbing me when I sleep? I know you miss me, well yes, I do miss you too. But let me have my precious sleep. I love sleeping. But oh well, I woke up at seven because of you girls playing my laptop in my room. Line call me busok. How mean. They went to school at around 10 plus I guess. I got back to sleep at 11 plus. My phone kept buzzing, how irritating?! I got like a few tens of messages plus don't know how many miss calls from this Z I just got to know. Well, let's just call you Z okay. I don't wish to elaborate but yeah.

I texted ex-tercinte asking her whether she wants to meet up before she goes to work, she said okay. But sadly, she fell asleep. How boring. And the meet up thingy was cancelled. Then after that, Line and Nabilah went back home and surf net then I was awakened by none other then her. Tsk tsk. Okay. So yeah, right now I'm webcamming with my dear Nadia, you have got to know her! She's the best of the best! I can talk to her to almost everything. Almost. But not everything. Hehe, love ya! And I know you love me too right close friend? Hehe.

I'll have to tuck in early tonight because I'm on morning duty tomorrow. Sigh, Wednesday come early, Zirca here I come! ;)

Miss List!

I'm chatting with my dearest extercyg, Shanky Morey! Baby, we'll grow back our hair. So from the hottest andro couple, to the hottest pl couple. Okay? I will manage my temper. And we'll have to manage our never decreasing number of girls, both you and me. And also, control our jealousy problem. And, if I were the one who change you to become like this, then I will, change you back to who you were when I first knew Nur Ain Binte Abdul Karim.

Alright baby? I still love you to the never-ending:)

We'll continue our story one day.

Ily, xo's! :D

If you're on this post of mine, you're missed! ~

- Shanky Baby
- Zakia Abd Rahim
- Nur Aryni
- Bert
- Sofra Leezah
- Yakolt Hiroko
- Doddy Sugar
- Torn PitPit
- Zul Chua
- Titi Athirah
- Nur Afiqah

There's more.

Hello 2010

Well hello, I've started a new blog. 2009's a bitch. Well, I was the bitch. Sorry for breaking alot of hearts. 2010's gonna be different. Let's leave all the past and start afresh. If you don't know, my name is Wawa. You can find me at Tagged and Facebook. :) 2010's doing fine. I'm doing fine. Well, I guess. I can't get over her actually. She's been lingering on my mind. how bad is that? Haha. Baby, tell me how to get over you. I miss you alot. Yes, alot.

I broke Deen's necklace. I don't know how the hell that happen. (shrugs) Could that mean something? I don't know. Maybe, maybe it's just plain coincidental. Well, anyway. Happy birthday to Miimye Sewel, TiraDarls Bonch, Ella J Love, Asharielle Azyera, Radin SofraLeezah. :) You girls are remembered. I am eatiing now. So I guess I'll be updating on some other days then. Eh? See ya.

Cause everything is never as it seems