foog.

I heard some stories about me.
That Shanky dumped me, so I turned andro. LOL.
Shanky baby, did you dump me? HAHA.
And when did I cut my hair short? HMMMMM..
Please people, do not spread rumors.

oh yeah, I'M BREAKING INSIDE.
I like the way she pull me in, now I'm stuck in between.

(Y)

Zirca last Wednesday,
Rebel yesterday,
Supperclub tonight.
Party till I drop!

WILL UPDATE MORE PHOTOS.

WANNA SLEEP NOW, THIS IS ALL I GET TO UPLOAD.

BergBerg. =='

When I'm sad, I camwhore to cheer me up. :D

Tears run down like razor blades.

I'm a great dissapointment. :)

Jay, cheer me up tonight. Let's drink our lungs out.
I love you.

To you, my dear.

Everything's gonna be alright.

I am fucking sad. I won't be getting my Perfomance Bonus because of high rate of MCs I took last year. Baru teringin nak beli iPhone. I cried. :(

Sigh, anyway. I am so fucking confused. I'm stuck in between. AGAIN. Aahh.
I feel like I wanna get out of this world. Live in peace. No need to think of anything. Why? Shit lah. I hate breaking hearts. IT'S NOT THAT I WANT TO. I JUST DON'T WANT TO LIE TO MYSELF. GET IT? I don't like to break hearts, who wants a broken heart sia? But do you want to live in denial just to keep her happy? God, I feel so down and cranky this days. And I don't know why Idah has been my venting machine. I'm sorry love. :( I don't know what to do. April please come faster. I need a break. Seriously. F. Can I jump off a building? Heeee.
Nevermind, tonight party my way out of those stupid stress. :D

Anyway, Mak Sehaa, if you wanna meet me, come Zirca kay. I'm too lazy to go Starbucks today. :/ solly molly.

Idah, I don't know what to say to you, but I miss you.

and and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF MY EXS.
NUR AIN BINTE ABDUL KARIM AND NORFAREEZ KHAN.

Fareez, see you later dude! :D

Shes Bulletproof
Oooh ooooh oh oh ooooh

It was love before
girl i know your hearts been true
just more and more i can tell you barely survived
girl my love won't be the same im not tryna run no games
i just want your tears to dry
your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof [she bulletproof]
feels like we both hav more
out of aim cant shoot no more
what do you want from me
i can feel you reachin out now
but you gotta let your guard down now
whys it so hard to see oooh

your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option so i
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof she bulletproof
ooooh ooooh oh oh ooooh x2

your hearts the target but every time i fire i cant get thro throo throough
i fight my hardest but im runnin out of weapons to use use
my losings not a option so i
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof
keep shootin my love away x2
damn this girl is bulletproof proof she bulletproof

I like this budak! He's so fucking cute siao! HAHAHA.
Look at me then senyum senyum. Hahahaa.

Okay, I love my hair. :D

Justin Bieber

Fatin panggil Wawa Justin BergBerg :(

Never let you go.

Baby.

Idah Baybeh(; says:
I was are sitting infront of the woman of that came into my dream evrynight, looking into her steamy eyes i admire most.
My heart was pounding. There's a lump in my throat. I want nothing more than to reach over and kiss you right.
But i was afraid.
I was afraid that i might make your move too soon. That the idea of making things "awkward" is just too scary for me to even think about.
So you i do NOTHING.
There's always next time i thought to myslef. I don't want to rush this.
The next time comes along, and this time. I still feel nervous and awkward. You want to get things moving, but you still don't want to blow it.
Again, let the moment pass. I think that next time, you'll be able to make it work.
But then, the next time we get together, and i was about to make my move, the same thing will happen again...
*was

We'll get out of the awkwardness soon.

Randomm.

Is accidentally fall in love with a best friend out of question?

My Baby You (Cinte)

As I look into your eyes
I see all the reasons why
My life's worth a thousand skies
You're the simplest love I've known
and the purest one I'll one
No you'll never be alone

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true
They still fail to capture you
As mere words can only do
How do I explain that smile?
And how it turns my world around
Keeping my feet on the ground

My baby you
Are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
Baby you
There's no more just getting by
You're the reason I feel so alive

I will soothe you if you fall
I'll be right there if you call
You're my greatest love of all

You are the reason I could fly
And cause of you
I don't have to wonder why
My baby you
There's no more just getting by
Cause you're the reason
I feel so alive
(insert your name), I feel so alive.


I don't know whose name to put.

Ida force me to update. I lazy to update. So I just upload! MET YAKOLTAND ILI(!) AT NIGHT.






14 Februari 2010.

Disfigured.

Lazy wanna blog what happened last night. Hope the swell heals fast.
I miss Sehaa Luna and Ida Dherose.

Funny Man! And Miss you too baby.

' WOW! - says:
babe i miss you
Idah Baybeh(; says:
is cmes frm d BOTTOM OF MY HEART
*dun blog this**
i miss yu more as usual
(
' WOW! - says:
no, i miss you more seh.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
nooo
i miss yu more
' WOW! - says:
NO.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
yu werk tao
' WOW! - says:
SO.
Idah Baybeh(; says:
gt smethings t occupy yur mind at times
i got yu on my mind all day long
' WOW! - says:
HEHE
Idah Baybeh(; says:
ASL LAUGH??
' WOW! - says:
nothing :)
Idah Baybeh(; says:
nth t bedek punye answer
' WOW! - says:
nah, i just wanna post this at blog
Idah Baybeh(; says:
merepek
i wun say i miss u evr again online
fat hope!
BLUEK

Awh, you're so sweet like sugar. :)

Tercinte.

It'll be three months if we were still together.
And why, do I always think of you even after I've said I'm over you.
Sigh.

You know something? You're missed.

Everytime I hear your voice, it made me smile and I feel stars are twinkling on me.
Everytime I hear you laugh, I feel on top of the world cause I made you smile.
Everytime you're near, I feel my heart is popping out.
Everytime you're a distant, I asked myself if you missed me like I do.
I feel like I miss you so much even after just meeting up.
Everytime I think of you, my heart will drop.

Why? Because it shows how much I love you.
See Cinte, you keep on saying you feel insecure when we were together. But you don't see what lies in the bottom of my heart. You don't see how much you mean to me than other girls I've been dating and fooling around with. You see the mistakes that I did. You see everything else except for my love. If you could just give me some time and space. If only I was someone important in your life. If only you could say no to your friends to meet me. If only you could understand what it feels like when you;re not there when I needed you most. When you ditch me on my birthday but that was because of work, which I don't really bother. If only, you can go out with me at some point of the time in a week. If only you knew how to give time between friends and your partner.

If only you understand how it feels.

Total Dickhead.

Yay, at last; I get to update. I just woke up from my damn 'sleep like pig' sleep. Hee. Okay, and the entry goes like this.

After work, around 8.30 in the morn, met Aky at Jurong East. I was her model for her exam! That means, I will get free massage, which is damn good, cause my body is aching. So we met, she bought me Chocolate Waffles, then head to Somerset for her exam. Had to wait for her outside, cause she had to take her oral exam.

After that, kept my things in a locker. And when I went in, I saw this preeeeeetty short girl. And I was, "wtf Aky, must I be in a towel infront of her?!" F/ck. Haha. Then I just shunned her off my thoughts and just follow what Aky told me to do. First massage, seated-chair. (SEDAP PE, tertidor sekejap)

After the seated-chair, gave me towel, 2 hangers, one disposable panty, one shower cap. And I have to undress and wear all that. Eh, malu pe sia that pretty girl also in the room. Ah, lalala luuluu, then began the massage, then I fall asleep while being massaged, THEN! Suddenly, I had spasm. Both Aky's assesor and Aky got shocked, hhaha. F/ck, I can't sleep in other bed, other that my own bed if not I will get spasm. Pfft. Lala Lulu, massage ended. Changed back to my wear.

Then lala lulu, I asked Aky,

W: "Ky, siape pompan tu? CUTE SIAO!"
A: "Nanti I lang dher you cakap dher cute okay, You nak number tak?"
W: "Taknaaakkkkk, malu lah! Takmu tell her apa ape!"
A: started her high pitch laugh.
W: =='
A: "Jom gi makan"

So, we went to eat outside the institute, then Aky went away for awhile, and came back together with that cute girl and her friend. WTF AKY. Urgh! I was super damn shy lah okay. Did not even talk, just smiled. LOL. Jahat siak.

Then end of the day, I GOT HER NUMBER. WOOOOOH! Baik pe Wa. Heh.

END OF THE POST.

Kiss me and you will see stars, love me and I will give them to you.

one two.

Getting ready to go to work ah seh. Now I'm feeling sleepy, and lazy, and urgh. URGH! Mummy cooked Nasi Ayam Penyet. Bringin two packets to work. One for Wife, one for me. Doing bus concourse. Sigh. Da lah malam malam buta mendak nak mampos. Lepas tu handphone kena simpan dalam kocek je. Mendak pe! Pfft.

Alright, happy happy. Xoxo.

Tanpaku menyadari, dirimu masih ku cintai.

miss lah!

' WOW! - says:
I NGAH SCREEN SHOT
AMEK GMBR
SORRY
I RINDU YOU LEBIH
LIKE REALLY.
CANNOT BEAT ME
'IdaIdah<3 rindu: says:
tak bleh
I RINDU YU TILL YU CANT REACH THE POINT
HEHE
I MISS THOSE STEAMY EYES OF YURS
P/S: IM ALWAYS MISSING YOU MORE EVERY AND EACH DAY
' WOW! - says:
==
whateverrr

Break your heart.

Someone ask me to post this on Facebook. I decided to post this on my blog entry as well. HAHAHA. Thanks Ex-Wife. :P

TSK!

My GOD, I saw this Andro's profile on FB, and I was like. WHAT THE HELL IS SHE? What the hell? And people call her a player? And then you call yourself a player? WHAT THE HELL BABE. Personally for me, I don't think you even have the looks to be a player. Girls, where's your taste?! (AKU TAU LAH AKU PON ADE BAD TASTE) Tapi what the hell are you tryna do? You're embarassing our society. Like seriously. I know this post may hurt. But what the...?! Hahaha. What the fuck? Previously you had your hair long, then you cut your hair short, (like my story ajE, NOT ME KAY) then seriously, pleaseeeeee. do something about it. DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR FACE, YOUR HAIR, YOUR EVERYTHING. pleeeeaase. I'm sorry but this is my blog. And I blog what I like. LOL.

Just couldn't stop laughing at your photos.
ROFLMAO.

Updates, Two Piece.

Shanky Morey, are you sure you were turned off? Hmm.. Anyways, that post on facebook was kinda harsh, but who cares. I don't really care whether I'm good or not. But face the fact baby, people like my kiss. :D

Alright, so I love all the sexy people close to me.

I love Jay Jafarish, Tira Darls, Miimye, Fanana, Ida. They rock my night at the chalet. I had a great night with you guys. Hee haa. Shall just keep it between us kay. I miss Jibu Jibu. And I know you miss me moreee.

At last, I saw my Wife, aku tau kau rindu aku Wife! Muach muach! heee. :) Btw, I can't wait for my Bali Trip oi. Nak share room with Wife(Y)! Don't worry, I won't take a sneak peep. I'ma goodgirl. APRIL PASS BY FASTER PLEASE?

"And at first, when you sat near to me and put your lips on my shoulder, I feel so hard to breath."
"When we hug, I feel a sense of security. I feel a sense of happiness when we were hugging."
And suddenly I felt so complete that I actually nearly cried but you didn't notice."

Vanilla Twilight.

our eyes will finally meet.
and that's all I need.
two hearts will become one.
now that you're the only one I want.

the only one that I only need.
the only one that I only see.
And the one that I only feel.

, xo's.

TerCinte, I'M SO OVER YOU!
You know why? Cause you don't deserve it. Cause you lied your way through. And I know all of your secrets already. I'm so glad I went for shooting. Or I would know nuts about you. Tsk, save your sweet talks. I'm leaving you behind. Bye exgirlfie! :D

My Twin, Her Triplet.

, myflame(Y) she looked more like a girl than me already! :P
JUST SO YOU GUYS KNOW WE DON'T LOOK THE SAME ANYMORE.

, Shooting :)